Tuesday, February 25, 2014

CHAPTER 49 SNIPPET

Hey guys! Thought I would be able to update sooner or a couple more chapters before the month ends but yeap, work is such a bitxh. I think it's high time to get a new job. Maybe those 'guests' who kept whining about my chapter progress on my bio should hire me as their personal writer. I would be happy to write for 'you' all day all night but make sure the pay is better than my current job. If you'll become my employer you can whine all you want, you can say 'I should just wrap my story up because it's dragging by the time a new chapter comes' (in which BTW, in my Personal opinion, as the 'writer' of the story I'm the only one who knows when I should 'wrap it up' thank you very much) and you can have the right to demand for me to write faster and when to update. And the '7 odd week break' ( Odd? Did I sign any contract that I can't take a break from writing fanfiction?) Like what one of the 'guest' reviewers said if you weren't able to read the other reviews from the chapter, I have a life. I am not a writer. I have a job. And it's not writing. Oh and did I mention I have a life? Yeap, that sums up my '7 odd week break'.

Sorry if you did read that mini-rant. Well, I'm hoping those 'guests' would read this. I don't want to be rude but I'm in the middle of my monthly report and it's sooo long and frustrating and I'm starving. (Oh you don't want me upset when I'm hungry! lol) And they just don't get it. I'm taking a short break now at work because if I keep typing the reports my brain would explode any minute. So when I came across Chapter 49 and 50 documents and thought of giving you something. Then I remembered the guest review that I just read last night and thought I should answer it one last time. Oh maybe I should recommend another full novel so they would be occupied and won't have to wait for the ending of the story.

Yes, a have a couple of good reads that you might want to try. And I'm glad you liked the Valentine's Day special. I might write more holiday specials in the future.

Here's Chapter 49 snippet:



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After a few minutes my phone buzzed and I quickly grabbed it. Oh no.

“Mrs. Boyle.”

“I knew you said you’d be calling back but since I’m already here in Portland, I don’t think there’s any reason to delay this meeting.” She said not even acknowledging me first. What an arrogant woman.

“I see." I paused. "Since you didn't wait for my call, I’m afraid you’ll have to wait. I’m still working and won’t be finished in twenty minutes or so.” At this moment, I just didn't care if she was Gavin’s mother. Her actions and words were just plain rude, maybe it was high time to let her know I wouldn't take bullshit from anybody. Not even from my boyfriend’s mother.

First, we hadn’t met. Why would she dislike me this much if we hadn't even been in one room? Second, she’s being disrespectful with her son’s wishes. They’d already talked about her issues regarding Chloe; I just didn’t see the point of her pursuing whatever she came here for. And lastly, I told her to wait for me to call back. She didn't.

“I’m staying here at the Heathman. I’ve reserved a private dining room, you can meet me there.”

“Then I will see you in 30 minutes, Mrs. Boyle.” And I hung up. I was planning to tell Gavin first about her mom’s call yesterday but since she’s here, might as well just get it done and over. I’d just send him a text message before I meet his mother.

I just hoped that things wouldn't get ugly.



Friday, February 14, 2014

Friday the 14th: Valentine's Day Special

Hello! Happy Valentine's Day! Since I've been working the whole day and didn't have time to 'date' (well as if I have one! lol) I thought of just writing something for you. I do hope you'll enjoy this special treat. Told you it's SS month :) - Ella xx



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VDay with Mr. B

There were things in life that I‘d never thought I would enjoy again. Being a single woman had a lot of perks, well, you’d never know unless you had gotten married and divorced. Even if mine only lasted not more than five years, the transition of my not-so-exciting life went from zero to ten, from simple to lavish. It wasn’t that hard. Especially when you had no choice. When you want to walk outside for a fresh air, it’s like you always have a dog with you even if you want to walk alone. Sawyer and I, we might have established a ‘friendly’ relationship, instead of a boss’ wife-bodyguard, I still had that ultimate wish to be alone sometimes. Well most of the time. One morning, an old lady who owned a newspaper stand just across Grey Publishing’s building thought Sawyer was my husband. Geez, I still find it funny after a few years. So when Christian came to pick me up one afternoon, she thought I was having an affair. Seriously.

God, imagine Christian’s face when she pointed a finger at him and said “Leave her alone! She’s already married!” After showing our wedding bands, the poor old lady finally backed off and never, even once, greeted me again. See, that’s one of the things I never liked in having a personal security. Some women find it so great to be treated like a VIP, but not me. I’d rather have a less complicated life that I could walk around without a constant shadow following my every step.

I get that it’s for security purposes because I was married to a billionaire, but it would never be my style.  

So, strolling around the park alone on this one sunny day, placed a silly grin on my face. It’s so nice to have a ‘me time’. I could stay here for hours, enjoying the quiet area of the place and watch people do their own thing. There were a few couples walking hand in hand, some women carrying bouquet of flowers. I had noticed most of them, actually, with matching lovey-dovey vibes around them. I wonder why that is.

I loved my Ted and I would miss him the whole weekend, but I knew he’s totally excited to spend time with his Grandpa Carrick and Grandma Grace. Just thinking about my son put a double smile on my face.

People must be thinking you’re going cray-cray smiling all by yourself, Steele.

Speaking of smiles and all, make it a triple smile after I heard the familiar beep of my phone. A text message.

Hi, beautiful. Dinner with me tonight? – Mr. B

No, scratch that triple smile. Make it quadruple or more. Is that even possible? Well, yes according to the butterflies in my stomach. Glancing around, I noticed a couple of kids looking at me with odd expressions. Oops, they really think I’ve lost it! I gave them a small wave and turned around and found an empty bench. It was best to seat down and calm myself first. I quickly typed down a reply.

Aren’t you on duty, Officer? – Ana x

Didn’t I tell you before? For you, my lady, I’m always on duty. Mr. B ;)

Now why did that make me feel giddy and had to steady myself? Geez, I so wanted to kick myself for acting like a virginal teenager. Rolling my eyes, I typed in my response with shaky hands.

Oh my, Officer. I didn’t know I’m such a trouble maker. – Ana x

A trouble maker, yes. I can’t get you out of my head, not even for a second. Huge distraction, you know. – Mr. B

Should I stop being such a ‘distraction’ to you then? Ana xx

Hell the fuck no. – Mr. B

Haha. I missed you this morning. – Ana x

You didn’t open your eyes, but you did open your legs and screamed my name if I remember. - Mr. B

I didn’t! – Ana x

I can still taste you, my sweet Ana.. I can’t wait for more. – (rock hard) Mr. B

Hate you. Danny’s? – Ana x

No you don’t. My place. I’m cooking. – Mr. B

Okay. See you later. – Ana xx

Okay, I had to get my ass off here before someone could come and placed me to a mental institution. Blushing in the middle of a park, all alone? Standing up, I shook my head.

Well, there you go. Another reason of my heavenly mood today—waking up to a mind blowing orgasm, courtesy of my Mr. Boxers’ wicked tongue. I was so spent that I didn’t get to open my eyes to see him off after he kissed me goodbye. And he didn’t just give me a big O, he also prepared my favorite breakfast. Who wouldn’t love the guy?

I had another text, this time from Tiffany. I was meeting her and Cameron at the bakeshop where we first met. I would have never thought of finding such good friends in my new home.

“Looks like someone is in love.” Tiff said and I just rolled my eyes at her.

“Ana dear, you are glowing!” Cam muttered on my other side.

“Those innocent blue eyes can’t hide the ‘I-got-shagged-so-freaking-good’ look, Steele.”

Cam sighed. “Oh, I am so jelly. Wish I have my own Gavin.” I think that’s the tenth time he said that.

“Tell us his best performance yet!” Oh god.

“Hold on! Let me get my extra panties just in case things get… hot.” Tiff and I exchanged a look then glanced at Cam who was digging through his messenger bag. He’s serious!

We both burst out laughing, drawing the attention of some customers from the nearby table. “Camy,” Tiff, wiping a tear and laughed again, “stop with the illusion please.”

“What? Can’t a simple girl dream?” Oh geez. These two were just hilarious.

“Simple girl? Dream on. Please don’t kill the mood. I don’t want to picture you again wearing girly panties!” We both laughed again.

“Okay! Fine. Now back to the main topic.” Cam turned to me and so did Tiff. “Yeap, we need the gory details, pronto!”

“You two… This is a public place.” I sipped my tea, trying to change the subject. There’s no way I would broadcast my sex life in a bake shop.

“Come on, Ana!” Tiff pouted while Cam sighed dramatically.

“How about over a few drinks tonight? Wine or Tequila?” I suggested.

Tiff looked at Cam for a second and it was not hard to miss she’s passing some kind of a secret message. “What?” I asked.

“Err, I think you already have a plan tonight.” Cam hesitantly said but avoided any eye contact.

“Gavin will come home for dinner but he’s not staying since he’s working double tonight.”

Just then, we heard a squeal from a woman behind me and we all both turned to see what it was about. There’s a guy on one knee carrying a bouquet of red roses and a box of Godiva chocolates on the other hand.

“Of course, I forgive you.” She said. Then the guy swept her up for a long kiss and asked something I failed to hear because of Cam’s loud shriek.

“That’s so sweet.” He muttered with a complete dreamy look.

“What’s with today? I keep seeing flowers everywhere.”

The two just shrugged and somewhat occupied themselves by checking their phones. Something isn’t right, Steele.

“So, are you up for drinks tonight?” I asked again. But before either of them could answer, a man in uniform suddenly appeared at my side. He’s huge, complete with that dark and dangerous vibe.

”Ms. Ana Steele?” I looked up at him, frowning.

“Yes?”

“This is for you.” From his back, he handed me a single red rose.

My frown deepened and raised a questioning eyebrow at him. “Sorry, Officer. I think you—

He just smiled—whoa—making him dangerously attractive, and placed the red rose closer and I felt Cam pushing me to get it.

“Oh, thank you.” I said and automatically inhaling it’s scent.

“You have a lovely day.” He nodded and left.

What was that about? I glanced back at Tiff and Cam who both were wearing secret smiles. “Did you know that guy?”

“Nope.” Said Tiff. “You have an admirer?” She asked with a teasing smile.

“I don’t even know that man. I have never seen him with Gavin either.”

“Oh! We have to go now, Fany.” Cam stood up, almost spilling his unfinished coffee.

“Hey, what’s in a hurry?” It’s still early. Tiff followed and pulled me up. “Do you have somewhere to go?” I was looking forward to spend more time with them.

“Yeap. I have a date.” She winked at me as we head out of the bake shop.

“Date with whom?” I asked curiously.

“With me.”

I turned to look at Cam, who was grinning like a Cheshire cat as he linked his arm with Tiff’s. Wait, what?

“We have a date tonight, so we can’t come later for drinks.” I didn’t hide my disappointment.

“Can’t I join?” I gave them the puppy look.

“Nope.” Tiff said, popping the p. “You won’t want us there.” There was the secret-teasing smile again.

“I would be alone tonight, I mentioned that right?” No Teddy. No Gavin. And now no Tiff and Cam too. Hello loner, Ana.

“Trust us, you won’t” And with that, they both kissed my cheeks and waved goodbye.

There was something fishy with the way the two was acting. Maybe they were going to surprise me? Maybe Tiff hired a stripper? Oh no. What was the occasion for them to surprise me anyway? I was positively sure they knew my birthday is in September. Sighing, I wrapped my gray cardigan around me and started to walk home.

As I round the corner, I noticed the flower stand where Ted got almost hit by a motorbike. If not for Gavin, he might had been seriously injured like broken bones or worse than that. I shuddered at that thought. I could kiss my hot cop as many times as he wanted for saving my baby boy. As I get nearer, I was stopped by a little blonde girl who I guessed was around five to six years old. Cutie. She was clutching a medium sized doll in her left arm and a red rose on the other hand.

“Miz Ana?” She asked, looking at me through her long lashes.

“Yes?” Now, how did she know my name?

“For you.” And she handed me the red rose and quickly ran toward the woman who I assumed owned the flower stand. When I tried to ask her about the rose, she just simply smiled and shook her head. Oookay, this is getting weirder.

I quickly found my phone and dialed Tiffany, because I was sure it could be one of their pranks. It went straight to voicemail and when I tried Cam’s, it was the same. Geez, those two!

I knew it. It was impossible that she didn’t recognize the cop who gave me the first red rose. She mentioned about being close with the guys at the station, with the exception of Gavin being new in the city. Should I hunt down those two? Where did they go? I glanced at my wrist watch and cringed, it was almost six. Crap. Gavin should be home any minute. Making up my mind that hunting Tiff and Cam could wait another day, I walked faster. My half-human half-machine boyfriend didn’t have a lot time since he was being superman again by working double shifts even on the weekend. Though this was the first. Maybe he was covering another officer again.

I walked past Al’s bookstore but when I heard his voice, I turned around and found him walking toward me. I smiled and was about to say hi when he produced another single red rose. Oh my.

“For you, beautiful Ana.” He smiled at me, in a fatherly way.

“Thank you, Al.” I said and he walked back to the bookstore.

I looked down at the three red roses and continued walking because I didn’t know what to think anymore. I got totally confused when I received more roses from random people; most were familiar faces I usually bump into whenever I walk to Teddy’s day care center.

Even the doorman from the apartment was all smiles but didn’t say anything when he handed me another red rose. I was in dazed that I just found myself in front of Gavin’s door.

I was about to unlock it with the key he gave me when I noticed it was already unlocked. Gavin’s here? I pushed the door open and gasped at what I saw.

Oh my god.

The living room was nowhere to be seen. Instead of the couch and the coffee table, there was a black Japanese futon mattress with white floor cushions in the middle of the carpeted floor. The scented candles were scattered on the either side of the mattress, which were the only lighting, filling the place with sweet florals and subtle vanilla. The other furniture in the room was also gone, including his flat screen TV. He transformed his place into a romantic haven. Oh my.

Gavin was standing just a few feet away from me, barefoot and looking so incredibly hot in his signature white v-neck shirt and rugged jeans. Simply delectable. He was looking at me intently, his light blue eyes searching my face for any reaction.

I was lost for words that he must have mistaken my silence as a sign of rejection. He looked suddenly nervous and took a step forward. “Ana, I’m sorry if this is too much—

“Sshh.” I placed a finger on his lips then cupped his stubbled jaw. “You did this for me?”

He leaned into my touch and pulled me closer. “Happy Valentine’s Day?” He whispered, sounding embarrassed and unsure.

Oh geez. Valentine’s Day! Why didn’t I notice?

I let out a small laugh. “That’s what this is all about!” I lifted my arm full of red roses.

“You don’t like them?”

“I love them.” I said, kissing his chin. “Thank you. I was just clueless why everyone was giving me flowers today. Are Tiff and Cam involved in this?”

“They helped me set this up.” He gestured around the room. “I didn’t know what to do and I wanted to make this special for you. If this is too much, I can—

“Hey,” I said, trying to get his full attention, “I love it. I love everything. I was just surprised and at a loss for words. I didn’t expect this. I don’t know what to say.”

“You don’t have to.”

“I thought you’re working tonight? Don’t tell me…”

He smiled that boyish smile, wagging his eyebrows at me. “Part of the plan.”

I rolled my eyes at him and playfully pushed him away.

After revealing his grand Vday plan, including how he talked to those who gave me the red roses, he showed me the Valentine’s card with three red roses that was from my baby boy. He said they did it the other night, well mostly Ted, and that my son gave strict orders to deliver it safely to me. I love you too, Ted. And at that moment, I didn’t stop the happy tears that fell from my eyes.



Gavin carefully put our plates with the trey aside after I devoured his Valentine’s Day special dinner. He prepared crispy rack of lamb with honey and mascarpone and spinach and mushroom ravioli as the side dish. Fancy five star restaurants? Move aside bitches, I have my personal hot chef in here. And he matched the special dinner with Lemon Raspberry Fizz. Perfect.

“Champagne?” I asked, after taking a sip of the drink. Oh god, it was so good!

He shrugged. “I didn’t want to ruin the menu by serving a beer.”

I giggled at that. “Wine is okay. And besides, I would drink it even if you handed me a bottle of beer.”

“Like what I’ve said, I want to make this special for you.” He moved closer and switched our position as I was now straddling his hips with his hands on my waist. “Before, I just order random flowers and chocolates on Valentine’s for my Mom, Georgia and…” He didn’t finish it and there was no need to. Freaking ex-girlfriends. “I’ve never really thought about doing anything aside from the norm. But last week, when one of the guys mentioned his plans for his girl today, you were the first thing that came to my mind. I wanted to do something. I know you must have received tons of flowers from before…” Hearts and Flowers by the one and only Christian Grey. “so I thought of doing something different.”

My heart pounded through my chest as he tightened his grip on me and looked me straight in the eyes. “I can’t give you the world and all the flowers in it, so all I can offer you is me.”

As I gazed into his eyes, I knew without a doubt he was way better than any other gifts I’d received before. I wouldn’t be surprised if my heart would explode any second because of the things he was making me feel. The warm, fuzzy feeling brought by his touch and comfort of his manly scent were like drugs that I couldn’t get enough.

“Gavin,” I placed my champagne glass aside and took his face on both hands. “I only want you. I don’t need the world and the fancy flowers… All I want is right here with me. You.”

He crashed his lips into mine, pouring everything into the kiss. My arms went instinctively went around him, meeting his tongue with the same fervor and desire. The heady mixture of his warm breath tinged with the sweetness of the champagne and raspberry, his soft wet lips upon mine was enough to make me burn for him, wanting more of him.

He slowly pulled away, and pressed our foreheads together. “Ana.” He whispered, gently running his nose against mine. “You taste so sweet.”

I kissed the side of his mouth, trailing down to his jaw and neck. I cupped his face, enjoying the rough feeling of his stubble as I nibbled on his lower lip. “You’re my valentine gift?”

He groaned when I sucked his earlobe. “Yes.”

“I can do anything I want?” I ran my hands to his shoulder, down to his muscled chest and hard abs then stopped when I felt the hem of his shirt.

“Anything.” He kissed me again then he pulled his shirt off. “I’m all yours.” 

Monday, February 3, 2014

FEBRUARY FREEBIE


Hello February! Month of hearts? Nah... (lol bitter single woman here) I'd better call it Strong Steele month! Why? You'll see... *wink wink* And to start the new month, here's a freebie for you all. The Epilogue of the one shot. I'm not quite sure about how you would feel about this, especially Strong Steele's still an on-going story. But just keep in mind that this is a DIFFERENT story. So this ending's still part of the Fantasy. I am so glad that you loved the story. Thank you for such amazing responses. And yes, I would love to share more in the future. 

And also, if you would like to know, after SS I will work on editing the story from Chapter 1 and then convert it to ebook formats too. No more Author's note, will try to correct all mistakes to make it a better read. So I could also save it on my Kindle library. What do you think? I will post it here when it's done :)

For those who don't have the e-readers/apps, I have created a page here on the blog for the One Shot so you can read it online. (You'll see it on the top). The links for the download are still live, you can download them anytime. 

That's all for now. Hope you'll like the epilogue! 
Ella xx



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Just One Night
Epilogue



All-night stakeouts had gotten a lot harder to bear. Knowing what was at home, curled up in my bed waiting for me, made me want to just shoot the suspected perps and let God sort them out. I grinned at himself, ran a hand over my sweaty neck.

Well, at least we got a good collar tonight.

Out of habit, I tried the knob on the laundry room door and frowned as it turned easily, letting me in. Damn aggravating woman. Even as I had the thought, the smell of coffee and breakfast curled its way around my senses, trying to distract me from my annoyance. But even though I was a man who lived by my stomach, it couldn’t hold a candle to what the sound of her humming in the kitchen did to me.

She hadn’t done that at first, but as time had passed and things had gotten better, I’d found it an endearing habit. One I suspected she was rediscovering. Right now she was singing an off-tune version of a Rod Stewart classic. You’re in my Heart.

In the beginning, I thought it was my job to be the white knight. I’d already plotted it out. A word to an old friend in the New York DMV, and her sister and the fiancé would have enough traffic violations on their records that every cop in the state would be pulling them over. If they really pushed me, I’d talk to my college buddy who worked with the Bureau. Lola would believe she’d been put on the FBI’s Most Wanted list with scum like bin Laden.

However, in the end, it was Ellie who’d made things better. Not just for her parents but for all of them. Myself included. All she’d needed to know was that she wasn’t alone. That she had someone in her corner.

The little spitfire had marched herself up to New York, planted herself in Lola’s office, called in the fiancé and laid it out for them. Their parents deserved quality care. There was an excellent facility within ten minutes of the house and she’d already talked to the administrator about hiring on there part-time, the balance of her hours to be spent in direct care of her parents, in a place where she’d have the resources to give them what they needed. She further informed them if they didn’t agree to kick in where insurance wouldn’t, she’d stand outside their with a very large sign stating they’d embezzled funds from one of their major clients.

They’d actually had the brass balls to test her, but the next morning she’d shown up on the sidewalk in front of their snazzy office with a brown bag lunch and a large printed placard in hand. Just like that, the fight was won. They even repaid her the funds she’d pulled from her own meager savings to pay the nurse who’d covered the dayshift for her while she was in New York.

I'd handled the night shift and had learned firsthand in three days what she’d been dealing with for over two years. Enough to make me want to make my own visit and let them have it.

I’d been so proud of her though. I’d wanted to go with her, but she’d taken my hands, her eyes shining, chin firm, and said, “You’ve given me the strength to do this. If you’ll take care of my parents while I’m gone…I want you to know them. And them to know you.”

Her mother took to me right off. It tore out my heart, how fragile and light her body was when I moved her in and out of the bed, even as she was able to make me laugh with the sassy sense of  humor she’d given her daughter. Her dad played a vicious game of checkers, though we had  to start and stop it over a day’s time to finish it. By the time I helped move some of their things  into the long-term care facility, I cared enough that I ached for them, particularly when I saw they wouldn’t share a room together. But Ellie had worked out having them on the same hall, despite their  differing conditions. Her mom didn’t have much time, and her father was still struggling with his therapy. But already, when I came to the hospital to join Ellie for dinner, I saw a peace in her mother’s eyes, the worry she’d been carrying for her daughter and husband now not as sharp.

There was sadness and pain. A lot of tears. But there was also happiness and the discovery of what being in love was all about, in the shadow of two people who had truly lived it, were living it to the very end.

Things had changed so much for both me and Ellie. Love was like that. Magic.

Just like all the books said.

I slipped into the kitchen. The shadows had disappeared from beneath her eyes and she’d put on some weight, in all the right places. One of those places was very pleasingly displayed as she bent over, loading the dishwasher. Thank God, she was wearing the white nurse’s uniform I liked so  much, the one with an above-the-knee skirt. It wasn’t immodest, but it hugged her trim figure like an hourglass and had a zipper down the front that gave me no end of fantasies, to her amusement. She hadn’t yet donned her ankle socks and comfortable orthopedic shoes, which while good for work,  tended to minimize her sexy legs. Of course, I didn’t mind that. There were too many male orderlies and doctors at that place she worked as it was. I’d be glad when that diamond on her finger had a second gold ring keeping it company.

She was rearranging the plates I’d tossed in haphazardly yesterday morning. I needed to do better about that. I’d rather conserve her energy for other things.

I eased up behind her and as she straightened, I caught hold of her waist, making her jump, but when she tried to turn, I held her fast, sliding one hand up to claim one breast, easing down the zipper to find curves cradled in a thin lace bra. As a sexy little tremble ran through her, I pressed my attentive cock up against her soft ass.

“You didn’t lock your door, little girl. Look what kind of trouble you let into the house.”

“Mmm…” A shudder rippled through her as my fingers teased a nipple while my arm held her fast.

“You’ll have to make it fast,” she whispered, laying her head back on my shoulder as I bent my head to her throat and bit. “My fiancé is due home any minute and he’s very jealous. He’s a cop,” she added.

“He has a gun.” As I pressed harder against her, she smothered a giggle. “A great…big…gun.”

My hand came up, collared her throat. “You are going to start locking that door." The other hand cupped her breast. She gasped as I fondled her, the sweet noises from her just made me harder than a rock. “How long before that fiancé of yours gets here?”

“Any minute. I think I hear him parking now. You better hurry.”

I opened my jeans, pressed her against the kitchen counter with my thighs and bent my knees just enough. “Pull up your skirt for me, sweetheart. Show me that pretty ass of yours.”

As she reached back, I growled appreciatively at the way it thrust her breasts out. I was damn ready to explode. As soon as she pulled the hem up, revealing her round buttocks provocatively accented by that bit of lace between the cheeks, I caught the crotch of the thong, pulled it aside and thrust home.

She was ready too. She cried out, began to spasm around me almost immediately.

She loved it when I played rough with her, my kitten with her own sharp claws. But I'd always be careful, because I would hate myself if hurt her. I her back up against my chest, her cheek alongside my jaw so her cries caressed my face  with her breath even as I pounded into her wet cunt, imagining her wearing this tiny scrap of lace all  day long at work, the uniform cloth rubbing against the bare cheeks of her ass.

The image sent me over, as I suspected she knew it would. Whether she’d planned to wear it today or snuck it on just before I pulled in and—damn, which probably meant she’d unlocked the door just  to give me a reason to get tough with her. Oh, what I would do with her. As good as she was at driving me insane and keeping my cock in the begging position, she was just as good at listening. At knowing when I didn’t want to talk, needed the feel of her arms around me, snuggling up to me while I nursed my beer and unwound after a tough day. I just liked hearing her move around the house, watching the curve of her delicate cheek in the lamplight,  the flicker of her beautiful eyes. The way she got ready for bed. Her cotton sleep shirts, the way she stuffed her feet in bunny slippers and raked her fingers through her hair when she first got up in the morning.

I worked her hard against the sink and she gave me just as good back, squeezing me, rubbing her bottom against me so I couldn’t resist. Still hard, slick from her juices, I pulled out and put it back inside that tiny rosebud opening, taking her down deep and propelling her finished climax into a whirlpool of aftershocks that had her thrusting back against me again, her breasts quivering. As our breathing slowed, I ran a hand down her front, a soft caress of her breast,  fingers dipping into the dent of her navel, then down to cover her mound, pressing my fingers on her clit so she arched up hard, breath leaving her fast, her ass squeezing my cock like a vise. Fuck me.

“Ah God.” I buried my face in her hair. “Missed you.” She always made the ugliness go away. I didn’t need to tell her about it. She cleaned me with just a touch.

“I can tell.” She pressed her lips to my throat, her body still trembling where I was caressing her, up and down. I could have her hot again in no time, wanted to, but damn if breakfast didn’t smell good.

I grinned at myself then lifted her hand that had the engagement ring on it to my lips.

“I’m going to keep riding you about that door. Did you unlock it right before I came in?”

Her eyes sparkled at the double entendre. “I’ll never tell.”

“Ellie—”

She put a finger up to my mouth, her eyes soft, lips wet with my kisses. “Some chances are worth taking.” Then, at the lingering worry in my eyes, she relented. “Yes. I unlocked it when I heard you pull into the driveway.”

I shook my head at her and gave her ass a gentle squeeze. I went for the wash cloth, but she beat me to it, wetting it with warm soapy water and then caressing me with it, giving me that shy look below her lashes as she cleaned my cock for me.

Breakfast maybe could wait. God, she was going to kill me.

“What you were just talking about…that’s what I intend to do.”

“Hmm?” She glanced up at me as I put a finger under her chin, tilted her face up.

Her hands continued to cosset me, but her fingers were firm, stroking, the light in her eye telling me that she was on my wavelength about breakfast.

“Once I marry you. There’s one particular chance I intend to take. Over and over and over again. Mrs. Boyle.”


She rolled her eyes but moved in for the kiss, let me wrap my arms around her and take her under again.




Monday, January 27, 2014

MR. BOXERS

Good morning! Early morning here and it's Monday, ugh. Back to werk. I was waiting for something the past weekend before I could post the One Shot here on the blog.. but I can't wait anymore so here it is! Everyone who checks the blog all the time or the ones who subscribed, will get the chance to read it first. I've converted it to ebook formats; EPUB for standard e-readers and MOBI for kindle users. You can download them from the links below. It's all safe, no virus or anything like that. So we can read them offline anytime. For iPad/iPhone users, you can sync the EPUB file to your device via iTunes. For Kindle(e-reader), you can either save the file to the "Books" folder or send the file to your kindle email. If you're using the Kindle app, save the MOBI file to the kindle folder or also send the file to your kindle email.

EDIT: Also EPUB file for Google Play Books.

If you have questions and can't open the file, let me know.

Now, I am not sure yet whether to just post the One Shot on the blog or on Fanfiction for those who don't have e-readers or apps and want to read online. Because it's not under the category of FSOG. We'll see.

Thank you for the long wait! Remember, this story is not connected to Strong Steele. It's just a fantasy story featuring Gavin from Strong Steele. If you are an avid Ana-Gavin reader, uh you might not like him with another woman. One lemon scene I've written for the One Shot is kinda, well I originally planned to include it on my list of "lemony goodness" for Strong Steele (along with the "Bathroom Sex', Bad Cop role play, squirting etc), but I just couldn't fit it right into the story, a bit extreme maybe for the others so let me know what you think!

click here  Download EPUB
click here  Download MOBI

And for Strong Steele, hang on guys. I've got something for you. Hang on tight. So I hope it's all worth the long wait :)

Here's a Monday eye candy for you girls. A shirtless Mr. B in the kitchen xx


Thursday, January 16, 2014

Hello 2014

Hello!

Hey everyone... Been a long time since I opened this blog site. How are you all? Did you have a nice holiday?  I do hope you all did.

Maybe you are wondering why I am writing this, I don't know what to call this actually, instead of me just finishing up SS chapter 48. Why? Because It's just easy to write how I feel at the very moment. Words just flow, you know? I think I have explained before that I don't have the blood of a writer, I can't just write anytime I like or during my free time. My brain and fingers don't work that way unfortunately.

I don't want you to think that I have abandoned the story. No. My mind might be busy worrying about a lot of things but Strong Steele never left its place in my not-so-imaginative-brain. Been a tough few weeks... Started with Christmas week. My only holidays were the 25th and 1st (new year) because my bosses are Koreans. They don't celebrate Christmas that's why we don't have a holiday break like the others. It was fine by me, been working for them for a few years now. But what I didn't expect was for them to give last minute announcements on the 23rd that we had to submit our Monthly reports on the 26th (which usually takes 3-5 days for me to complete). It was toxic. I was looking forward to spend time with my family on that one last holiday before the year ends. But I ended up working at home. Sucks, yeah? I felt so jelly looking at those Facebook photos of my friends enjoying their holiday break. That was when I started thinking... about things - job related things. Then before the New Year, we had a couple of meetings and shit like that just made me like ... "Are these Koreans serious? Making us work like shitheads this time of the year?" I have nothing against all Koreans, I was just mad with our bosses. So yeah, it was a hectic start of 2014. I couldn't really think about anything else aside from eating. lol no kidding. It was .. shit.

Anyway, there were things that really helped me keep my sanity, I bought a new phone(xmas gift to myself, well I had to buy a new one because my dog pee'd on my old phone, lol ew) was excited to do the techy stuff, then FOOD, yes I think I gained a couple of lbs,, eh not really lol. then my fave hobby of all time, reading. my safe haven. Always. Best way to escape reality and get lost in the world of fiction. No matter how busy I am, I'll always find time to read. And a certain rock girl who's so desperate to get a space on the tenth floor with me.

Then one day, I found a spare time to write thousand words for Chapter 48. Oh guys, the scenarios are all in my head. I can't wait to share it to you... I have this another lemon scene that I'm so excited to write down... What's gonna happen next with Chloe and Amanda... Ana and Gavin... And even the epilogue... I just wish I have super powers that could transfer all the things in my head to a Google document so I could just post it all at once. But I don't. I was so excited to finish the chapter and write the next one but , yeah life was not that easy. For me anyway.

Something happened (health problem in the fam) *everything's okay now thank god* and then with work being busy as hell...  It was shit. Again.
I feel so tired actually, like I could use a month of sleep. Oh I'm dying for a long vacation. Somewhere far.. like a secluded beach.. with a small cottage.. and a hot guy--- oops sorry lol beach and cottage would be just perfect for me. *I wish*

Enough of the fantasy... So yeah. That's what I've been up to the past few weeks. Maybe some thought I was not gonna continue writing anymore... or I've ran out of idea... etc. I'm just sorry that I'm not like the other authors who can write a couple of chapters in a week. Strong Steele would be a year old next month. I don't want to write just because I have to finish the story already, I want it to end like I originally planned to. I don't want to push my self and drag the words out. It's not gonna work. I have to give it to you guys, a good ending not a rushed one. I would like to get back to writing asap so I could express how thankful I am for all your support and unexpected love to that simple story of mine.

Even if your read this or not, thank you. I've decided to write here cos I used to write blogs before so yeah...

And the One Shot! It's all ready... I'm just trying to convert it to Ebook format so we could all download it to our kindle or tablets/phones. Anyone who knows how to do it right? Help? lol

Gonna try to write and finish everything this weekend. Wish me luck xx

Good night!
Ella 

P.S. I have some really good reads I would love to recommend again. Like reaaallyy good ;)
And I would like to share this SS book cover (in my dreams) nope, not gonna publish it. Just a sample when I tried to convert few chapters to an ebook format.


(it's supposed to be all black, I dunno what happened with the picture here... anyway what do you think?) :)